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Saturday, April 25, 2009

I was so upset at work today.

Perhaps they may think I'm a bit ambitious, not up to standard.
But all I hope for is a slight change. Something, anything.
Hidding behind and say "sorry, can I have your name please? Thank you." is all I can do and will be doing.
It's not that I dont like the job, I know its important. Really.
Words came to me repeatedly, saying "Not everyone knows how to do this you know? It's not easy."
But my tears are certainly not convinced. Otherwise, I wouldnt have teared so much.
The impact that it had on me was shocking.
I didnt see it coming, nor did I expect myself to react in such a way.
I was disappointed. Just too disappointed.

I held some hopes cos once I was told "maybe I want you to do _________".
I was jumping with joy, and now, back to reality.

Let's just say, stop crying and continue to be a shadow.
Jo said that I shld be happy, cos she's only doing paperwork when she's employed to do events.
Everything is just like a rollercoaster ride.
I'm at it's lowest, back to the starting point.


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