I was so upset at work today.Perhaps they may think I'm a bit ambitious, not up to standard.But all I hope for is a slight change. Something, anything.Hidding behind and say "sorry, can I have your name please? Thank you." is all I can do and will be doing.It's not that I dont like the job, I know its important. Really.Words came to me repeatedly, saying "Not everyone knows how to do this you know? It's not easy."But my tears are certainly not convinced. Otherwise, I wouldnt have teared so much.The impact that it had on me was shocking.I didnt see it coming, nor did I expect myself to react in such a way.I was disappointed. Just too disappointed.I held some hopes cos once I was told "maybe I want you to do _________".I was jumping with joy, and now, back to reality.Let's just say, stop crying and continue to be a shadow.Jo said that I shld be happy, cos she's only doing paperwork when she's employed to do events.Everything is just like a rollercoaster ride.I'm at it's lowest, back to the starting point.
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