I realised that I can really cry over teeny weeny things.
Be it HC stepdown, looking at my bday gift - photobook....
Becos every little thing count, every word counts.
It doesnt really matter if we dont say it often, so long as we really mean it. ^^
♥ 3:43 PM
After panicking and worrying for so long, results were finally released yesterday.The first thing that came to my mind in the morning was "uh oh, it's TODAY." And then weird things happen and I keep thinking in the negative way. LOL.1st thing, my mum told me there was no milo so I had to drink coffee.2nd thing, a tiny weeny spider appeared from nowhere while I was bathing.3rd thing, I wanted to wear my vest and I found it in the pail. = = And I dont wash it often, of all days.So everything was like some bad omen. HAHA. Until when I was listening to my mp3 and I went like "why no chinese songs?" and the next song was chinese. = =Then DT's "Kiss Me Now" appeared in my head for some reason..but the next song played was Miduhyo. BUT THEN, miduhyo was played earlier so I clicked next.AND IT IS "KISS ME NOW". ><>
Went to school, saw Ms Wong at the staff room and she went like "you are Ok" for econs. And I'm like, "what's okay?!" So panic panic.. And I was the first to reach the hall lah, oh well, the class will never be early. Hahaha.
Mrs Loo: Later you dont cry ah..
Me: HUH?! WHY?!
Mrs Loo: Cos not 4As lor
Me: Oh, okay lah I'm not aiming for 4As..I know econs dont have.. (esp after Ms Wong's "hint")
Mrs Loo: Yah.. Econs dont have..-pause- but the rest all have
Me: Really ah?!?! *happy until can cry*
Me: Then econs get what? C?
Mrs Loo: Yah..
Me: Then GP?
Mrs Loo: I think it's B or C cant rmb already
But it's good enought for meeeeee!! ^^ Her first sentence really made me shock like duno what pls. Cos I'm super duper worried that I wont do well. Considering the fact that I didnt do this and that qn for Math, wrote duno what kind of lousy essay for Econs and blur blur for Chem. The only thing I had confidence in was Physics which other ppl said quite difficult..
And after some talks~~ I see my name on the screen! 3 Distinctions for content subjects! ^^
And....Tadah! Result slip!
I realised, it was C for Chem instead of Econs! Econs leh! Now I know how YanNing felt last year when she told me "I didnt even finish my essay lah" and she got an A too. Lol. I can't believe it man. It's B for GP!!!! ^^ I have NEVER EVER gotten that before. Lol. I think it's a miracle drop down from the sky. Hahaha, cos my compre was crap. I didnt feel that strongly for my grades till I saw Ms Norsheha. I showed her my results, hugged her, thanked her, AND I CRIED. lol. Then everyone was like, "Is she okay?" Lol. And I went "yah okay, sry too happy".
I'm contented and satisfied! I was so worried that I will let myself down, let my family and friends down~~but now I'm so HAPPY! Sense of achievement. xD At least it turned out like what I've always believed in - as long as you've put in the effort, you'll see the results. xD
It's 6 days to SJ's comeback.
Leeteuk. Heechul. Hangeng. Yesung. Kangin. Shindong. Sungmin.
Eunhyuk. Donghae. Siwon. Ryeowook. Kibum. Kyuhyun.
♥ 9:11 PM